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[ Every now and then, Kakashi wonders if he'll ever get tired of this pattern he seems to have fallen into.
Part of him is pretty sure he's already tired of it, and that's not really a surprise, considering it's always the same shit, different day, different face, different name. The places and the people change, but the events that occur and unfold are essentially the same, and how he's surprised by anything anymore is really beyond him.
But it's not in his nature to be a pessimistic person, just as it isn't in his nature to be excessively optimistic. He's realistic and level-headed (with a fuckton of issues buried underneath the surface, clawing at his insides like toxic waste, but he's not going to get into that), and he knows how to handle himself in most situations, knows how to deal with shit when nothing goes as planned, when awful things start happening and all the control he had slips from between his fingers.
Right. He's got it. Check.
Kakashi breathes, shaking his hands out as he enters the village through the giant, imposing gate, sliding a kunai back into the belt at his waist. It's dusk, and most of the citizens of Konoha have already turned in for the night. There's a few stragglers, a woman outside her home shaking a rug out, a man leading a child away by the wrist. Kakashi himself is on his way back home after spending the majority of the day outside the bounds of the village, not really doing anything in particular, just -- thinking.
He needs time to think, sometimes. ]
Part of him is pretty sure he's already tired of it, and that's not really a surprise, considering it's always the same shit, different day, different face, different name. The places and the people change, but the events that occur and unfold are essentially the same, and how he's surprised by anything anymore is really beyond him.
But it's not in his nature to be a pessimistic person, just as it isn't in his nature to be excessively optimistic. He's realistic and level-headed (with a fuckton of issues buried underneath the surface, clawing at his insides like toxic waste, but he's not going to get into that), and he knows how to handle himself in most situations, knows how to deal with shit when nothing goes as planned, when awful things start happening and all the control he had slips from between his fingers.
Right. He's got it. Check.
Kakashi breathes, shaking his hands out as he enters the village through the giant, imposing gate, sliding a kunai back into the belt at his waist. It's dusk, and most of the citizens of Konoha have already turned in for the night. There's a few stragglers, a woman outside her home shaking a rug out, a man leading a child away by the wrist. Kakashi himself is on his way back home after spending the majority of the day outside the bounds of the village, not really doing anything in particular, just -- thinking.
He needs time to think, sometimes. ]
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[ He reaches out, then, plucking at the threads. His nails are dirtied, and it's obvious that he's used to things that are better than this.
Byakuran listens, briefly, watching the movement on his fingers, before he finally offers - ]
There was a lot of screaming. And fire.
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You should change and rest. There's a spare bedroom at the end of the hallway.
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Kakashi's warmth is familiar, and if he focuses, he thinks that he can remember the time when he climbed onto his back and was afforded a piggyback ride around the courtyard. ]
...Is it safe, here?
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It is. You don't need to worry, Byakuran.
I'll be back in a bit.
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[ He nods, briefly, before he starts off down the hallway. A pause, then he turns, just a little, looking at Kakashi over his shoulder with a smile that is, for all intents and purposes, strained. ]
...Thank you.
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You're welcome.
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The morning is cool, pleasant, and he's relaxed in rest. ]
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It's been a long while, he supposes, since he hasn't quite counted on falling asleep that quickly, and he reaches out, index and middle finger brushing over the mask, where his lips would be, and a little above. It's something he probably won't remember saying, later. ]
They dared me to steal this from you, before. The kids.
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You never did.
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Byakuran squints at him, then - wondering if that smile is his imagination. His fingers curl around Kakashi's, not wanting to let go. (Testing, getting a feel for how this prized ninja can possibly be manipulated, be wrapped around his little finger.) ]
...It's too quiet here.
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It's early. It gets noisier later on in the day.
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His hand closes around it, then, before he lets go, rubbing his eyes. He looks almost embarrassed at that moment of weakness, and he shakes his head a little. ]
...I suppose. [ A beat. ] Sorry.
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Don't apologize.
Did you sleep well?
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...Not really.
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Of course.
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He finally does, however awkwardly. It sounds ridiculous, really, given the context. ]
...How have you been, Uncle?
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Busy.
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He can be thoughtful when he wants to be, after all - manipulating people has always required a keen insight into their thoughts, and a sharper than usual perception of human reaction. ]
You need this more than I do.
[ ...And, of course, in a moment of poetic justice, his stomach growls. ]
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Hungry?
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A little. I haven't eaten for awhile, now.
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I'll get you something.
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I'll come with you.